So, I'm still here with a boyfriend that I happily love, a friend who's clingy and psychotic, add anxious to the mix as well, add a weird relationship, as well as some new friend with problems and a Canadian tendency, and the questioning habit that I call normal. I'm tired, then happy, then angry, then stressed and I feel like I can't breathe, or i'm just had a bunch of air pumped into my lungs. I'm scared of the future and dwelling in the past with resent for myself. I just need cuddles and a nice relaxing night. Sorry this sounds so redundant and like everybody else